It really never gets any easier. It's been nearly ten years and you still pop into my mind so, so often. I miss our conversations, I miss us being dumb young teens together, I miss the ideas that we used to share. I miss the handful of texts we sent one another just goofing around and I am so upset by the fact I'll never get to read them again since they went with my old phone when it stopped working.
I try to come back here from time to time and just remember. Going through your gallery and my old one, finding old comment strings of ours and just trying to relive some of the good times we had even though you're no longer with us.
I miss you so much. You were and are so loved by your friends here (and elsewhere) and you touched everyone around you so positively. I'm so sorry that things turned out the way that they did - I wish I could change it.
I love you, and I hope you're at peace now. If there's anything afterwards - perhaps we'll meet again. Regardless - I will carry your memory with me for as long as I go on and will do my best to spread love and positivity in your memory, as you would have wanted me to do.